Saturday, August 3, 2013

Breakdown

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What is happening to me? I feel like I am on the verge of a mental breakdown.. I'm not even sure who I'm pissed at or why I am acting out. This isn't me against the world anymore, it's a war in my head. Nobody understands what I'm going through and even I myself am unsure of what I want. It's scaring me. I'm such a lousy person, I don't deserve anyone at all. Now I finally get why I'm not allowed to be happy. Because I screw things up. All the fucking time.